Down to the wire

So here we are one week away from my best friend's wedding.  I still have to write my best man speech and come to terms with the loss of my surrogate bachelor pad.  I am finding it confusing to be both happy and sad at the same time.  Maybe the sadness is more a fear of the unknown though.  I am not a fan of change and this is one of the ultimate changes.  The wife to be seems cool but one can never tell what a spouse will truly be like until after the marriage ceremony is done.  I think this will be a nerve-racking week.  I guess I should at least remind myself that I am already in a wonderful marriage.